Resetting Lady

Chapter 103

Brother, please think about whats happening right now. James asked me if its possible to take a look. I think you should take a look, too.

The territorys situation grew worse and worse. When people held onto him and asked for his help, at first, he felt responsible for and proud of the duty he was saddled with. Its as if he had become a true member of the barony now, an important person whod contribute. Like he had become an adult.

But as people continued to come and see him, he soon realized just how serious things had really become. They all kept begging the teenage greenhorn to coax the baron out.

The sheep are in bad shape right now. The fiefs residents are saying that theres a surge of stillborn lambs. I left a report on your bed, Brother. Did you read it?

The territorys condition teetered more and more for the worst. It had only been a few months since the people had fallen victim to the plague, but this time the sheep were dying. The adult sheep werent showing any symptoms yet, but it was worrying how that newly born lambs were like that.

I think we need to gather and have a meeting, but Brother, you need to write letters to inquire what condition the other areas are in.

Hey.

The barons voice growled out. Raymond looked up.

Cant you just shut up?

For a moment, all Raymond could do was gape in surprise. No one had ever talked to him like that before. The baron and Raymond had a large age gap, so they never really had any serious arguments. They only ever had small, teasing scuffles before whenever the baron had been a bit a bit mean, but even then, their parents would stop him.

But what did he say to Raymond just now?

Before Raymond could recover from the shock however, the baron continued.

So right now, a little punk like you is saying that Im out of my mind when Im already disgusting as it is, huh. Hey, so are you the only one whos sane here, thats what youre saying? The sheep, what? The sheep, you say? What kind of situation exactly is going on with the sheep that its enough to allow you to speak like that to me?

Raymond bit his lower lip. The situation was dire right now. There were many more important issues compared to any broken engagement. Should Raymond have comforted his brother first as his family? But from his experience, the baron had only taken any consolation sent his way as mockery.

Brother, Im sorry. But

Are you talking back to me? Disgusting punk. You think youre the Lord now? Huh? Hey, youre nothing but a kid whos freeloading in my house. Do you feel good right now? Are you happy to pretend like youre the Baron? Thats why you keep hounding me with this bullshit, huh?

Brother! What are you saying!

Ive seen a lot of disgusting scoundrels like you. Flattering and trying to get someone to be on your side only to take their fortune and peerage title, then after taking it all, youll bare your teeth. Disgusting rat Doesnt even know how to be thankful to his older brother.

Brother!

CRASH!

The baron threw a flowerpot. Raymond watched the glass container get smashed to pieces. The flowers previously inside them were withered. The person who used to care for that flower was Amy, who died along with her mother. No one had replaced her since then.

Raymond had been thinking about that, until the baron grabbed him by the collar.

The baron had changed.

The young man, who had once been cheerful and dashing, had now become a parasitic monster inside this household. People would not come near him anymore. Thuds could be heard inside sometimes, clothes being torn at other times. The sound of things being broken as well.

Tensions rose inside the mansion. Raymond hated this atmosphere. This kind of atmosphere was even more strange and horrifying because he had never experienced this before. The servants now avoided the baron entirely, while they exaggeratedly acted bright and cheerful in front of Raymond.

Peoples side-eyed glances.

Peoples mocking sneers.

All the eyes that were directed on Baron Saytes were stained with fear and disgust. Raymond did not know it at the time. Because he never saw it personally. And people didnt look at him like that.

Raymonds overturned routine was so new to him. All his attention went to enduring his brothers change, not having any opportunity to grieve their parents demise.

The portraits left behind of their parents immortalized their gentle faces, but that sentiment was there only because of how heavy Baron Saytes existence was. Raymonds deceased family lived on in his memories as kind people, while his only living family was cruel. That was the problem.

Today as well, O Lord, thank you for providing our daily bread.

And it literally was just bare essential. Raymond stared at the meal in front of him and realized how exceedingly different his home was from before. His meal consisted of oatmeal, bread and chicken. That was all. It was a frugal meal that couldnt be compared to what he used to have before.

If the territory lords household had meals this bad, how much exactly had the situation deteriorated?

When Raymond couldnt pick up his silverware, the baron snarled out.

You find it hard to eat with me, is that it?

What?

You look like youre losing your appetite.

What are you talking about, Brother. Thats impossible.

Raymond replied hastily. However, the baron didnt seem convinced by this. His thick, mottled chin twitched as he spoke.

Thats exactly it. You look like youre about to throw up.

Brother, please dont think so drastically. I was just thinking that

Raymond trailed off. He was just thinking that this household was ruined. But was this something that he could say? While contemplating whether he should or should not, the barons expression crumpled up as he pushed his plate away.

What do I even expect from you?

Brothers must work together to overcome their hardships.

But Raymonds hardships were from his brother.

Baron Saytes attitude got worse and worse, while Raymond had fewer and fewer people to talk to. Just like any other older brother, Raymonds brother was sometimes mean, but their parents always intervened and stopped things from escalating. However, their parents were no longer here. Raymonds only guardian was his older brother, Baron Saytes.

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Are you also going to see His Lordship?

Xenon!

Xenon bumped into Raymond in the hallway, and he raised a hand.

What happened to the estate?

Xenon was a hunter, and he rarely came to the mansion in person. Raymond rarely ever went to the hunting grounds after the previous baron and baroness passed away, so he was very happy to see Xenon.

Xenon had a knack of demonstrating cool things that boys went crazy about. He tended to smile and laugh a lot, but right now, his demeanor wasnt as bright.

I have something to tell His Lordship. Are you doing alright?

Im fine. But Brother is

Raymond was heartbroken as he thought of the baron.

Brother is isolating himself more and more inside his room. He needs to come out and move. He needs to talk to people.

Who said that?

The doctor.

Its what a smart person says, so it must be right But I dont really know much about that.

Huh? Then, Xenon, do you think its better to leave Brother alone?

Sometimes that helps, too.

Thanks for the advice. But I dont think thats the answer either. If we leave Brother alone, hed just continue like that.

Squealing like a pig.

Raymond started walking as he spoke. Xenons advice didnt sound very helpful. However, even if he felt that, Raymond needed to remain courteous. Unlike the baron. No, dont think too deeply about it. The baron was the only family he had left.

Do you have to meet my brother right now?

Pardon? Did something happen?

Xenon looked down at Raymond in surprise. The barons office wasnt all that far away now. Raymond clasped Xenons hand.

Yesterday, the Evans familys servants took this months budget. They said its to pay for the interest.

What? Hoh Theyre really taking advantage of the situation, arent they.

Thats why he might be in an especially bad mood today.

Young Master Raymond.

Xenon spoke grimly.

Dont be surprised.

Huh?

Please dont be surprised. I heard from James. His Lordship isnt working at all right now. The situation is grave, but all the Baron is doing is to scream and yell inside his room. James is trying to do what he can, but even that has a limit.

What are you talking about?

You remember Count Landon? The godfather of both you and His Lordship. The Count sent a letter, but the maids said that His Lordship tore it apart I dont know what its about, but I heard that the Count sent a letter directly addressed to you, Young Master Raymond. Not to His Lordship.

In other words, the count considered Raymond to be the actual successor of the household.

So thats why James, the butler, had such a gloomy look when their eyes met as they passed by each other. Then it wasnt surprising why his older brother was so sensitive around him.

Raymond felt dizzy. He was only twelve years old. The burden on his shoulders was too heavy.

Im too young. And I dont want to take whats my brothers.

Young Master.

Since Brother was declared as the heir, its his rightful position. Youre all thinking out of line.

I dont really know much about that, but Anyway, James will tell you about it soon, Young Master. Ive told you in advance so that you wont be surprised, but, ah, gosh.

Xenon scratched his head.